Hello, and welcome to my little corner of the online universe! I want everyone who visits my site to know that everything you see here is a page out of my every day life. I have lived a slut life for almost 20 years, and I have discovered being a Charm is the perfect way to show that off!
I get asked all the time how I came to be in this position, with all of the wild and crazy things I have done in my life. It really starts with something so normal - a blind date with a college boy. I had just graduated from high school, and while I had been in some serious relationships, I was still discovering a lot about myself and who I was. I wasn't promiscuous at all - I liked to fuck, but I only fucked my serious boyfriends. I had discovered my sexuality early, but I never even knew porn existed - it was all things I had to discover on my very own.
Oh the blind date! I got set up with this boy, who my friend that I worked with said was the sweetest guy I could meet. I knew she was a party girl, so I didn't really take it seriously, but eventually she wore me down and when she told me he had an extra ticket to a concert I decided to take the risk. We went to a movie that night and he was so sweet and kind and gentle! I know love at first sight is a crazy notion, but we really had an instant connection. After the movie we just spent hours talking. He was polite, opened doors for me, a total gentleman! I decided that if I wanted to keep him around I was going to have to be honest. I told him about my history, and the guys that I had been with (I think I had been with like 7 guys at that point and didn't want to be hurt by being called a slut later, like other dates had done when they found out they weren't my first). To my surprise and relief, he was very understanding and it didn't seem to bother him at all. His confession that he was a virgin at the age of 19 was much more shocking to me I think!
Let's jump ahead to the concert - a week later. We took a drive to the show and had an awesome time with a couple bands that are still among our favorites today, including our very first public kiss! My pussy got instantly wet that he wanted to show off that I was his in front of all those people, and I made the decision that I wanted to fuck him that night. We got back to his place, and started making out very heavily. We were in his bed, and had gotten undressed to where I was in nothing but a thong and he was in his boxers. He played with my nipples, our tongues danced, and I grabbed his cock through his shorts for the first time. I couldn't tell for sure how big it was, but I knew it had to be close to the biggest I had ever felt to that point! I was creaming completely through my thin panties, and said to him, "If you don't want to go all the way, we had better stop....."
To my incredible surprise, he rolled over and went to sleep! As the shock wore off, I curled up behind him and thought to myself that I had to make him mine.
There were many things that we discovered about each o! ther over the next couple of years, we played with toys and vegetables,! had our first threesome with his best friend, experimented with trading underwear while we went to work - lots of great stories that I will be adding into the member's side for you to read. In particular our first actual sexual encounter just blew me away!
The next major revelation came at the very beginning of the internet. We had been married almost a year, and I began to feel just slightly guilty that I had been with other guys while he had never once been with another woman. I wasn't sure how to bring it up, but one day got the courage to get past my fears and tell him that since I had been with other guys that he could have a hall pass to find out what he might have missed by never being with someone else. His response once again shocked me - he said having a hall pass was the same as cheat! ing, and that he wouldn't cheat on me, so if he was going to fuck another woman, then I would have to fuck another guy too. This was when I confessed that I had always been curious about girls myself and so we made the decision to see what swinging might be about. We had heard of it through some magazines, but had no idea how to go about it. Thankfully the internet opened some doors for us, and before we knew it we were in an apartment with a sexy couple in their early 40s. How fun that the second woman he ever fucked in his life also was my first experience with a woman!
We were involved in swinging for a few years, and had some amazing experiences. We attended a swinger's campout, some wonderful hotel parties, and started discovering a few clubs. Like everything we had done before,! we started to crave more. About that time we got an email - ther! e was a small amateur porn producer that sent us a message. He was a big fan of huge natural boobs, so of course he offered me the cover of his next small DVD project! We talked it over for a while, and since he actually offered my husband the co-starring role we decided to go for it. We were short on funds at the time and it was going to help us with house payments for a few months.
Fast forward again - after that first DVD, we did a few other little things and tried opening our own website, but neither of us were savvy enough online to build and maintain a member's site. We had a few guys that sent us some money, which was thrilling, but it didn't really go anywhere. About that time the swinger sites paid off again. A crossdresser that was really into super sized bustlines sent us a! message asking if we had ever heard of Gent magazine. My hubby was a bit familiar, but it wasn't one of our major sources of entertainment. Long story short, we were put in contact with the editor of the magazine and before we could say boo we were on a plane to New Jersey for my first professional shoots.
My first exposure to magazine work was a layout in Plumpers magazine. It was so cool to see my pictures in print, and I became good friends with the talent director of Gent. She was really interested in my lifestyle and loved hearing what I was up to in my personal life. When Gent made a shift to a more hardcore format, she offered me my own monthly column to expose my real life hardcore lifestyle to the world! I spent the next two and a half years writing a column and sending in pictures from my everyday life. It opened some amazing doors for me, including signing at the AVN trade show, being the feature performer at a biker rally where I had sex on stage in front of 5000 people, some of the best parties I have ever attended, and meeting some truly amazing people, including Ron Jeremy, Sara Jay, Dennis Hof, and many others that become close friends.
In 2009 I made the decision to retire from the adult industry and focus on my family. My kids were getting involved in lots of activities and they needed me at home. It was absolutely the hardest thing I have ever had to do. We continued to try to attend swinger parties once in a while, but it just wasn't the same. I missed being Amber, and all the wonderful friends I had made doing something that I truly, truly loved. I tried my hardest to be "normal" but it took it's toll. I l! ost interest in even my favorite activities and couldn't get out of the funk I was in.
In the summer of 2016, my husband reached out to my best friend in the world that I had lost contact with. She had been a Charm in the past, and was just in the process of working on coming back to the industry herself. We wound up connecting, and started shooting content. I started to come alive again with the idea of being Amber again driving my excitement. The more we did together, the more excited I got, and now, here I am today, updating 3 times a week and adding videos to my store whenever I get the chance!
I look forward to seeing how many things I can show you, please join my member's area for all my stories and pictures and videos so you can see everything that I like to do!
Hugs and kisses,